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Sunday, 9 May 2010
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Wednesday, 8 July 2009
problem its just a puzzle. depending on how we wane solve it. but mayb for now leaving a piece of puzzle may help eventough there wil b a hole. if i doesnt leave dat piece, i would lost even more alot of piece. eventough its hurting to leave dat piece but i wane TRY ! bcoz dat piece has disturbing my mind. well. to b sincere, (i hope dis dun hurt my friends ) i would even think to keep dat ONE PIECE n just take dat one n leave the others. N i even thinks to not leave any piece for myself. i would willing to leave anything n everything. i duno why. but leaving dat piece its taking my life. TIME MAY CURE. n there is sumetin i realy nidda tell my friends n i hope dey could understand.:
my mood r bad this few days, so i may come out wif some nasty words. well. im trying to control myself. but if real it come out, i wane say "im sorry". i knew myself. if im bad mood, i could even scold any1 even my parents. i dun care if this world r falling. i x tawu lar. my atitudude lai so kinda.
OKLA, byes for now. TATA.
my mood r bad this few days, so i may come out wif some nasty words. well. im trying to control myself. but if real it come out, i wane say "im sorry". i knew myself. if im bad mood, i could even scold any1 even my parents. i dun care if this world r falling. i x tawu lar. my atitudude lai so kinda.
OKLA, byes for now. TATA.
FRIENDS /
friends means alot sumetimes. but means nothing somethimes. i dun understand why am i leaving in this world? im just losing al the hopes of living. i just hope dat i wont open my eyes 2moro coz there is nothing left for me to open eyes for. why shuld i open eyes again ? there is nothing. no aim. other words, im hopeless. frm my msn shoutout :
my life r miserable without u. Thanks for completing it eventough i knew im nobody to u, but u r sumbody to me.
the shoutout means alot to me. its about sum1 realy special i think?
arh. Now sum1 its gotcha report dat i cut my hand. fark her mother off lar. (NOT TIFFA). if my parents got called, im gona fuck this gurl off. i dun care. dala take report card next week. KNN! im gona fark dat gurl off. go report lar. KANNEH eh. I cut not bcoz of her oso. go report. as if im in love wif her, i cut bcoz of her, dats why she wane report me. nothing related to her. seat there free2 go complain ppl.
TIFFA BDAY
owh dear.im so sorry dear dat i could not celebrate ur bday wif u dis Sunday. i wasnt in penang. *bows*. Happy bday dear. n im not coming to schl on monday oso, i wil miss u. i wil kiss u on tues pa. haha. i promise. haha. bday kiss. or on friday lo. hehe. inform me k? ahha. erm. i gona miss u ! i wil text u. haha. so dats it for TIFFA.
DIS SAT COULD NOT MAKE IT GO SKATE. SO SAD X[. heh. i dunwane go but im force to follow my parents. x[
my life r miserable without u. Thanks for completing it eventough i knew im nobody to u, but u r sumbody to me.
the shoutout means alot to me. its about sum1 realy special i think?
arh. Now sum1 its gotcha report dat i cut my hand. fark her mother off lar. (NOT TIFFA). if my parents got called, im gona fuck this gurl off. i dun care. dala take report card next week. KNN! im gona fark dat gurl off. go report lar. KANNEH eh. I cut not bcoz of her oso. go report. as if im in love wif her, i cut bcoz of her, dats why she wane report me. nothing related to her. seat there free2 go complain ppl.
TIFFA BDAY
owh dear.im so sorry dear dat i could not celebrate ur bday wif u dis Sunday. i wasnt in penang. *bows*. Happy bday dear. n im not coming to schl on monday oso, i wil miss u. i wil kiss u on tues pa. haha. i promise. haha. bday kiss. or on friday lo. hehe. inform me k? ahha. erm. i gona miss u ! i wil text u. haha. so dats it for TIFFA.
DIS SAT COULD NOT MAKE IT GO SKATE. SO SAD X[. heh. i dunwane go but im force to follow my parents. x[
mental break down /
Monday, 6 July 2009
now excellent. i just finished scolding GUAT WEI. asking her to fuck off. n ask her not to sms me ever again. i just could not handle even a small tiny lil thing. n im sad for nothing.im sad bcoz of some1. just name as 'A'. n dat 'A' just take me as normal friend. nothing special about it n im setting a prioty towards 'a' n leaving my besties behind. n now carrie strted complaining dat im ignoring her n she feels dat i n her friendship its getting apart. well. im not sum1 who realy hide my emotion. n i could just burst out for nothing. n get angry for nothing. i just could nt understand why i care so much about 'A'. 'A' even take me transparent in times. n im taking 'A' lik a QUEEN OF COUNTRY. i dunok. mayb im not taking 'A' as my friends but more than dat. but kinda. my mouth say i dun care. bla bla n bla but i knew myself the best. =,= n now im seriusly in the bad mood now. i try my best to hide my feelings as i dunwane ppl consider me as 'emo' but indeed my sum of besties realise it. dey 24 hours wif me. others duno about it. now. wad should i do now? just get everythg cool down. n x lama lg 'A' its goin to diseppear frm my mind (hopefully). indeed now, im a lil bit better as carrie understand my condition rite now. n luckily my parents its not adding anything bad dis few days. so hoping everything to get well soon as i would leave 'A' alone with his problem.
i haf continue my blog /
Tuesday, 19 May 2009
the new blog name will b meichelleexamweek.blogspot.com aniwei u may link it frm my profile.
GOOD LUCK AND AL THE BEST EVERYONE FOR UR EXAM (:
went to ipoh :) /
Monday, 4 May 2009
i miss u even in the cave
sorry lo...dun get fruss lar :)
its sumetin lik...if syling gets in the boat.ur wish will cum true
i'm straving :(
its the love statue.many couples take a picture of it.but for mi.i got no 1.if i take alone.later i forever single..so better dun :)
my bro suggest me to take pictures wif the monkey but i think dats the monkey haf to b alone.
i duno wads it was...a statue???
the scenery!!!
imagine if the whole knife falls on mi?u will c mi in the hospital...
i miss u even in the cave :)
the entrance of the cave
the "guan yin"
if u go in there...dun ever hope u will walk out as a human...a bat i guess?
i noe i'm leavin but jux dun feel sad.
THE STORY
sorry lo...dun get fruss lar :)
its sumetin lik...if syling gets in the boat.ur wish will cum true
i'm straving :(
its the love statue.many couples take a picture of it.but for mi.i got no 1.if i take alone.later i forever single..so better dun :)
my bro suggest me to take pictures wif the monkey but i think dats the monkey haf to b alone.
i duno wads it was...a statue???
the scenery!!!
imagine if the whole knife falls on mi?u will c mi in the hospital...i miss u even in the cave :)
the entrance of the cave
the "guan yin"
if u go in there...dun ever hope u will walk out as a human...a bat i guess?
i noe i'm leavin but jux dun feel sad.
THE STORY
so i bought a 016 sim card just for my trip to ipoh...i was smsing the whole trip to ipoh...n my mum jux haf a new comment for my 016 sim card "do u want me to take ur hp?" n my dad comment was "since u haf a new sim card,u b;cum lik a mad gurl laughing to the hp" so we reach ipoh bout lik 12midnight lik dat.on the way there,my uncle mayb would b a tour guide.he name out the foods there frm A-Z.luckily i haf eaten b;fore we strt the journey.orelse my stomach wil memberontak mi.well...the city were not as 'kompong' dat i think it will b [its was my first tym] so the 1st thing i saw there was...sum prosititue[i duno how to spell it lar] finding for the customers...so we went for a drink n i went bck to my uncle's house..dhen chat till 2.30am..so i sleep at dat tym..so 2moro morning...i strted wif bad luck..it was so stupid.i order a bowl of porridge.the stupid hawker did not inform us dat the porridge its finish.so every1 waited mi n my cousin to finish our food.soon they strted to go n shop.WHO SAID EKONOMI NOW VERI BAD?ipoh ppl stil shoping.so i jalan2.den we go to 2 caves.i just hope the caves haf air-con.n i'm reali stupid!i go wear the bare bck shirt so i haf to wear a coat.shit la!!!.den we go haf our lunch.they say was a famous food.but i duno lar...lidat nia lorh..but its rm150 plus..i cook hah i sell u rm100 enuf d.dhen my mum lik straving lidat.she go to a biscuit shop.bought 25 packets of biscuit (same biscuit).the basket its just full of it.den we cross the road n bought 7 salted chicken.den my aunt sis wanna belanja us dinner n i was been inform by my cousin dats dat human hate when ppl sms in the dinner table so i better b a "guai kia".dhen in the car they was talking bout dat human.they say he got a lot of penyakit by hys face.den my grandfather sumore say he b'cum healtier.den my uncle ma say lo.takkan kot u wan infront of ppl say. HEY U LOOK DULL U GOT PENYAKIT AR? den i ma plus my uncle sentence "later u guys eat white rice wif tea dhen u noe...dhen the next day.we wake up.haf our breakfast at FOH SAN.1st tym i see dim sum shop so kia lang.
1. we wake up at 6 (to avoid alot of human)
2.when we wanted to eat finish.got human stare at us.they nid the seats.i feel guilty :)
when u wake up they say thanks.LOL.swt
i haf to rush to becky house.so its just for now.if got spelling mistake.dun understand or sumetin i'm sorry.
LAUGH OUT LOUD.. /
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
at last i knew why my mum gif mi the name of ng mei chelle...to b accurate ng mei siao...when the siao virus flew..i will b the 1st one to get it..b'coz here i am as a 'sai kong' granddaughter...i LAUGH OUT LOUD...in the toilet,in the class,in the canteen...i strted to throw everythin out of the class...DHEN i do DUTY (not my DUTY) jus saja do mia...dhen chin chin chai lap...dhen go wash cloth laugh in the toilet lik HELL...other ppl feels dat i'm crazy...n pls dun feels dat i am actin...coz i saw sum gurls lookin at me weirdly..all oso the siao virus mia fault...dhen i got scolded by nad... :( .... she say WHY IZIT THE WINDOWS SO CLEAN? dhen we haf to do the charaters dat we most hate...i feel bad for the writter...how if i'm the writter...write everythin in my lyfe..n ppl say that they hate my charater... OUCH...its hurt aren't it??we haf to care ppl mia feelings...my mama teach mia..dhen afterdat 2dae its the anniversary foe mi n my bf.. :) so for the present...i'm buying a new sim card...n i gotcha break it... chinese ppl say "one ppl one...relationship wont break" HAHAHA...so frm 2moro onwards...i gotcha use 016...wee...so will let u guys noe more later... i wanna go run at night...lisa says " good for health, more guys lik me' :)