now excellent. i just finished scolding GUAT WEI. asking her to fuck off. n ask her not to sms me ever again. i just could not handle even a small tiny lil thing. n im sad for nothing.im sad bcoz of some1. just name as 'A'. n dat 'A' just take me as normal friend. nothing special about it n im setting a prioty towards 'a' n leaving my besties behind. n now carrie strted complaining dat im ignoring her n she feels dat i n her friendship its getting apart. well. im not sum1 who realy hide my emotion. n i could just burst out for nothing. n get angry for nothing. i just could nt understand why i care so much about 'A'. 'A' even take me transparent in times. n im taking 'A' lik a QUEEN OF COUNTRY. i dunok. mayb im not taking 'A' as my friends but more than dat. but kinda. my mouth say i dun care. bla bla n bla but i knew myself the best. =,= n now im seriusly in the bad mood now. i try my best to hide my feelings as i dunwane ppl consider me as 'emo' but indeed my sum of besties realise it. dey 24 hours wif me. others duno about it. now. wad should i do now? just get everythg cool down. n x lama lg 'A' its goin to diseppear frm my mind (hopefully). indeed now, im a lil bit better as carrie understand my condition rite now. n luckily my parents its not adding anything bad dis few days. so hoping everything to get well soon as i would leave 'A' alone with his problem.