problem its just a puzzle. depending on how we wane solve it. but mayb for now leaving a piece of puzzle may help eventough there wil b a hole. if i doesnt leave dat piece, i would lost even more alot of piece. eventough its hurting to leave dat piece but i wane TRY ! bcoz dat piece has disturbing my mind. well. to b sincere, (i hope dis dun hurt my friends ) i would even think to keep dat ONE PIECE n just take dat one n leave the others. N i even thinks to not leave any piece for myself. i would willing to leave anything n everything. i duno why. but leaving dat piece its taking my life. TIME MAY CURE. n there is sumetin i realy nidda tell my friends n i hope dey could understand.:

my mood r bad this few days, so i may come out wif some nasty words. well. im trying to control myself. but if real it come out, i wane say "im sorry". i knew myself. if im bad mood, i could even scold any1 even my parents. i dun care if this world r falling. i x tawu lar. my atitudude lai so kinda.

OKLA, byes for now. TATA.